separated yet close

I see a family and joined their ranks yet can't speak up for fear of rejection. I see the others all playing along but I can't join that game of banter.

Why the rain

Is the sky falling
is the rain peices of our liquid sky that are emptying
in the slow draining
does the sky live
is there people who understand
does the sky swim
is the water flowing through it
why does it allow us to see its tears
or is it blood
is the sky dying
is the sky falling
Why the rain
does the sky hate itself
is it falling apart
do we wish to save it
or is it saveing uswhy does it tear itself apart to see us
does it want to be human
is this it's wish
Why is the sky falling?

I don't understand

I don't understand humans
shouting for freedom
crying for relief
doing nothing alone
why do they rely on others
do nothing themselves
prepared food
special genaric lives
is there one who is free
one who does for himself
can that one be inspired
can he teach the lazy
or are they beyond help
I don't understand humans
they work themselves for money
yet hold others responcible for their failures
why is your success yours
yet down falls others
is this a failing in our creation
or do we all hide our true selfish nature
I don't understand humans
Do you?

do the people of this world play in the choices of life or do they take them seriously?

Why do people play parts?

why do the people change when they are alone? If they arent them selves arond people then how do we know what their really like? Do people act like themselves around their children or is that yet an act all its own?

why do people do nothing for themselves if they have the power to. The stores make food for people and the people do odd jobs for eachother. If the people do things they only want to do how does anything get done.

will you notice

will I be niticed if I'm gone would you see me if I disappeared
Why does everyone avoid me when I most need to be noticed and why do they see right throught my nervious chatter and ignore my longing when will I be allowed in to that warm circle of undiluted exceptance?